"Part 3: I Am Going To Commit Suicide in Two Weeks and There Is Nothing You Can Say Or Do To Stop Me From Killing Myself!!!" by Ralph Zuranski
12-21-07 8:54 AM Second response
Dear Ralph,
Your response to my email regarding the villain was refreshing. I am grateful for your sensitive and gracious response. I had to make a decision about my marriage long ago.
I chose to stay no matter what. The villain and my wife continued to see each other for quite some time after the episode I wrote to you about. I chose to try to keep my marriage for the sake of my children.
My children are now grown and I am free to go. Unfortunately the villain was not the only person my wife was seeing. Even though she has finally stopped all of her fooling around, it still haunts our marriage. She has chosen not be honest about the things she has done and therefore negates my ability to forgive.
When I married her I vowed I would not divorce her. I would instead just hit the road and remain celibate or die. I have chosen the latter.
My wife’s inability to face reality has not only been harmful to our marriage, it has caused great suffering for my children.
I will be leaving this world on Sunday January 13th.
I chose this day for it’s non descriptiveness. It is after the holidays and in the middle of the month.
My wife will be at church pretending to be holy and I will have plenty of time alone to be certain of my method.
I wish you success in your endeavor to find the positive in a very messy world.